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its 330 in the in the afternoon... just finished eating my late lunch. I'm sick and i cant move.
my throat hurts and i have this freaking cold.
Btw, ken is nowhere to be found right now... he doesnt tx me or answer my calls since last night..
i am so fucking worried... and paranoid... We just had a fight ast night, take note: another fight, but we managed to fix it.
We have been together for 4 months now... and in that 4 months, we always tend to fight, argue and quarrel even with the most simpliest and little things. I am tired... hell yeah i am.
i am so damn tired of saying sorry, being rejected, and whatsoever...
i want to break free... and let loose.
But i cant.. i just cant...
I still have love inside of me... love for him..
which is enough to keep me holding on.
but until when can i endure? until when can i hold on?
I dont want to wait for the time when love is gone and faded away...
I WANTED TO GROW IN THIS RELATIONSHIP...
I WANTED THIS TO LAST...
i am just so confused...
I love him... no one can question that...
only God knows how much i love ken.
And i hope he realizes and feels that before everything is too damn late.
posted by Jona @ 12:19 AM
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